Till Now: “What ever might be the reason, I missed her. She is on her way towards her dreams.”
And I’m here completely broken, Left with nothing other than her memories. All of a sudden my colourful room where I used to enjoy myself everyday turned into a place of deep sorrow. It turned into a graveyard where nothing feels better. I thought of leaving the place for a while and fly back to my hometown. But I felt like I should face and handle the situation all by myself. I don’t wanna be a coward at least in this. No one would always back up us in these type of situations so It’s better to face all by ourselves. And I did the same. The initial days, it was like I was literally dying. I cried for one complete night. And the most saddest thing would be like all the sad songs would connect to our present situation. Mannnn!!! It’s damn painful.
One of my best pal had cursed me for not conveying the words I want to. Giving advise is always simple but executing the same all by ourselves is the greatest challenge. Dialled my Mom thinking that I might feel better after talking to her. But nothing much changed instead my mom came to know that something is wrong with me. She was afraid that something had happened to me. However I convinced her with my words. But later I narrated the entire story to her like what had happened and my Mom started making fun of me. A bit painful but at least that made me feel better. That’s simply Mom’s magic!!!
Trying to recover from the past and start my life with a new day new ambitions and hope.
To Be Continued…